I was thinking I was always going to have to be this crabby, moody person and just stay away from people for five days every month since I would feel like I was Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde. When the apothecary and my provider worked with me to get my dosage exactly right, I felt like I could be FREE! I didn't have to worry about what day of the month it was before agreeing to go places for fear of biting someone's head off. I slept better, I felt human, and no longer had the fear of scaring my husband away. I am so glad that this cream is available to me and can be made ESPECIALLY for me and NO SIDE EFFECTS!